wait! i put on black lipstick and got like 200% cuter! i feel like i'm referencing some anime i've never seen? idk, purple hair and pointy eyeliner always makes me feel a cartoon villain.
earlier today i got dressed up just to see my therapist and she complimented my daytime halloween glitter (thx! <3) and then broke up with me! (i mean, she's resigning to pursue private practice, which is definitely worse than being dumped.) she referred me to someone else in her clinic who has familiarity with bpd but where am i gonna' find another government-funded therapist who shares my taste in fatshun?